today is Christmas day,I remember the excitement we all use to have before dinner, me shouting upstairs telling you dinner was ready,the big deal we all made out of opening our presents, we all would stay home after dinner this is our 3rd Christmas without you Gavin, Shereene tries to be cheery but I know she is not, Paul just stays in his room all the time, hope you are having a happy Christmas Gavin, love and miss you . mum