I still think about Gavin "Speci" and miss him alot. He was my Best Friend, he was Godfather to my son and he came to see me after the birth of my son. I've known Gavin since we were about 6 or 7 and out of all the people who grew up with us, those who went their own way, he was still around (even when I wasn't). He was there for me during some HARD TIMES!!!!! and not a day goes by where I don't think about My'Best'Friend. I suppose it gets easier as time pass's but every year when his Birthday and the anniverasry of his death come up, it brings it all back. The saying that you never know the value of something or someone, until it/they are gone rings true here as Gavin was perhaps the ONLY TRUE FRIEND I had. He wasn't the type of person to be friends with people for what they could do for him or for what he could get out of them. He was GENUINE!!!!! he had his trials in life but had come through them but was sadly taken. I think to myself that maybe God wanted Gavin with him rather than with us (his friends & family) and take comfort in the thought that he's in peace. I Miss You Everyday 'Spesh' and I tell my fiancee about you all the time as you would have been my best man. I know your gone but I still feel that your about and I miss you a lot. Your friend Dwayne