Hi Gavin, I went to your resting place yesterday and spend an hour there,I shared a small bottle of wine with you, and them light a candle, wishing you were home with me. You know something Gav, I began to have all sort of thoughts; my thoughts went back to when you were all little and I was preparing all 3 of you, to be independent and able to do things for your self's, I was doing this incase I was not around one day to care for you,your brother, and your sister; I stood at your grave today and cry because I never dream I would or think that I would be burring or standing at one of my children's grave side, only at mine and even then I Worry about leaving you all on your own. love and missing you mum xxxx